I loved you...

**NOTE** This is a poem I wrote to my ex-girlfriend, it is quite old. Sorry if it is too long or anything, I'm new to this sight.

My biggest desire
My biggest treasure
Locked in here,
Lost forever

The shiny glint
Of your naked eye
Makes me wanna cry
Makes me wanna die

How long will it take
For you to come back?
Will you ever get home
Or will I be alone?

My heart has a wound
That wound isn't you
It was caused by myself
The way that I treated you!

The sounds of my screams
Bouncing off the wall
Getting louder and louder
Till I won't fall

My nerves are tingling
My sanity is crumbled
The urge to hurt myself
Is getting stronger and stronger!

I cant take this preasure
It is just too much
Soon I will fail
Give it all up

The word, that I said
Wasnâ??t ment to you
It just slipped out!
It wasnâ??t ment to be said aloud!

Please forgive me
I know I was a bastard
But I'm a bastard that loves you
And that isnt about to change

Now that was the sad part
But thatâ??s not all
You make me happy
Almost all around

The warmth of your breath
The touch of your skin
The glint in your eyes
The smile on your face

Those are the things
That keep me livin
If I'd lost that, If I'd lost you
No one knows were I'd be sinnin

Please donâ??t be worried
I'll never let you go
No matter what happens
I'll be loving you so...