This life is so demeaning,
everything can be so decieving
Reality hurts,
it crushes me wall,
everytime it succeeds.
I saw it happen,
i know the feeling well.
I didnt think it was true,
or that it would hurt that much.
But i saw that look in your eyes
when you came back peering at me,
that you werent joking.
You gave her that kiss,
before my fragile eyes,
didnt think you would do such a thing
when you told me other wise.
I trust you, i care about you,
and in someways i feel that im starting to fall in love with you, and you dont even know.
But now i know i shouldnt, you dont deserve it.
