Changed forever

Friends forever
thats what we said
but something that i did
messed with both of our heads

you can't forgive me
for a huge mistake
and i understand it completely
but its more than i can take

its tearing me apart
how we used to be good friends
and i can't help but wonder
this is how it ends?

we had so much fun
hanging out every day
taking pictures and
playing games

its not good enough
pretending to be "just friends"
we were better than that
we were the best of friends

we only talk once in a while
its hard for me to fake a smile
when i know that this cant be real
you pretend like its "no big deal"

i guess i'm going to have to get used to it
this is what its going to be like
all because of one
stupid little fight.