My Damn Life

My damn life
Why is it such a strife?
My father?
He's not worth the bother
My mother,
Along with my brother
Blame everything on me
And soon I start to see
It is my fault
Maybe I should join a cult
Maybe I'll make a friend
That will stick with me until the end
Now I'm struggling with the deadly battle
I fit right in with cattle
Nothing I ever do is right
Even when I try with all my might
I'll never get a guy
Maybe thats the reason why
I'm fighting this new battle against my weight
My body, which I've quickly learned to hate
I used to think appearance didn't matter
But I guess it was the latter
My confidence? It's sucky
I'm not at all lucky
Yeah, o.k., I'm a good student
That's not what I meant
I find it hard to find friends that stick by my side
Even when my tears start to raise the tide
I've never had a boyfriend
I bet I won't in the end
Isn't it sad that all I have to talk to
Of course, its not you
Is all of my pets
Not mentioning this to me? LETS!
They are the ones who won't judge me
Won't be ashamed by what they see
They won't judge me about this sickly disease
Just stay out of it please
There's nothing you can do
Even though you think you
Can change my mind
The part that hated people like me you won't find
I've made my choice
Even though I can't find my voice
You think you can help me? How?
There's no way to stop it now

*-Sky-*

Ok, some of this poem is fake, I have some great friends that I love :D So don't get offended my buddies! :D