Let Me Die

Falling into despair
Examining every old tear (rip)
The cuts on my wrists
And further up, when I missed
I lie here crying
As I think I am dying
Or wish I would
Because you know I should
My secret disease
I won't listen to your pleas
But even at that I fail
Go ahead put me in jail
I can't even make myself puke
So don't try to spook
Me when I'm holding a knife
I may end my life
I fail at everything I try
So please just let me die