He Makes Me......

I've been crying for 3 days
i want to be a little kid again and have
my mom tell me everything is going
to be OK

but i don't feel OK, i don't feel OK at all
i feel like my heart has just been stabbed
by the boy i love most

but he doesn't love me anymore
he traded me in for a skinny smart athletic girl
I've never felt so used and abused in my life

Alison says she can fix anything and would do
anything for me, but this time i don't think she
can fix it.

I've done something that i haven't done in my life
for sooooo long and that feeling of not wanting
to be here, is back

i don't know if it's here for good or just here
for a little while but it's definitely unbearable
and i never thought that one guy could make me feel so.........
used, worthless, abused, confused, hurt, sad, mad, heart broken, and that one feeling of wanting to die..........