I dont know how much more I can take. I wonder how badly one heart can break. I wonder how sadly one life can become... nothing but an empty broken soul. and the darkness has taken its toll as I look at myself... and laugh.
this heart is ready to give in, theres no way I can win. this sadness is ripping me apart, Just like she did to my heart.
I care not to try anymore, when I no longer know what love is for. when I no longer care what this life is for... as my heart lyes bleeding on the floor.
a broken heart still breaking, and the love tht she is taking. leaving me helpless and alone, lying here afraid n on my own.
everywhere she turns, another heart breaks and another soul burns. she cant change what has been done, I know now tht shes not the one.
noone will come and take away the pain, theres nowhere to go and noone to care, and I Just cant bare this broken heart, this sadness as Im watching myself fall apart.
I trusted her, I believed in her and I loved her. and this is what I get, as I fall into regret... regret for the fact tht we ever met.
she locked me away, in this darkness I must stay. lying awake and wondering why, this pain I cant take as I cry.
as I lye my broken heart to rest, and say goodbye forever. never agen will I fall in love, never will I forget...
your the one who broke my heart, one last time and its time to say goodbye...
as I lye my head down to cry, as I lye my heart to rest.
I believe this is whats best, one last I love yu...
and goodbye forever... and I hope I never see yu agen.
I hope yu find what your looking for (yu stupid f--king wh***)
Ill never forgive yu, yu lied to me as yu cried to me... telling me yu loved me n acting like I was the only one, but yu were Just having fun.
my love for yu is gone, I hate yu now. how cud yu do this, after everything yu said... how cud yu.
yu cheated and yu played and the love tht we made becomes nothing but a Dream. yu may scream and shout and act like yu dont know what Im talking about but yu know...
and whatever yu may say will only come back your way. not karma, but more like a curse and the more yu do wrong ' it will only get worse.
and the more yu deny, the more pain yu feel and tears yu cry. the more lies yu tell, the stronger the spell.
look into my eyes as they burn black as hell. yu cant escape my darkness, I hate yu becuz Im careless.
Ill kill yu with a kiss if yu get too close, breaking your heart and burning your soul... this emptiness as dark as black-hole.
this endless suffering tht yu shall endure, when will it stop ' yu can never be sure.
whenever I stop hurting, whenever yu stop flirting... with all the guys who yu wana f--k, corrupt and break like yu broke me.
its time for yu to see, to know what it feel like to hurt like I do... Im not gona show any mercy for yu.
and now I say goodbye to my broken heart still breaking.
((this was written by my nii-chan, and when I read it I almost cried. I don't know if I was meant to ever read this or not, but I did. It was hidden but still out in the open and I can't help but think that he wanted someone to read it))
