So many nights I have stayed up,
Trying to build the courage to tell you this.
You mean the world to me,
You make my dark thoughts disappear.
You give me the strength,
To stay and fight this life.
Oh, so many nights I have wished I would die,
Because I am a lie.
I tell you I am fine,
Never wishing that id die.
It is all a lie,
The truth inside,
Is something you cant see.
The pain that I feel,
It just wont heal.
I pray every night,
That you wont disappear,
N leave me alone,
With no one else except that rusty old knife.
Never forget that you mean the world to me.
And you are the one,
That makes me get through the night and see the sun.
