You never realize what you have till its gone,
and i had you,
now I don't know what to do,
Its driving me insane,
Playing these games with my brain,
now i don't know whether or not,
To be yours again.
I think about it every night,
Wondering what I should do,
If I should be with you,
Maybe I'm just not ready for this,
To immature for this,
Do I love you,
Do I not,
I wish I could take back what I did,
Now,
I can't handle it anymore,
Oh no,
Hell,
This isn't even making any sense anymore,
Just word jumbled into phrases,
Trying to compared whats going on.
Like a newborn,
Looking at the new faces,
Examining all the new places,
My hearts new at all this,
Not used to it,
I get scared to easily,
Back out,
Went to far in
Can't get out.
Just Help me through this,
Help me make sense of this life,
Maybe next time I write,
It'll be alright.
