Why is it that i cant live
like him and her and you
why is it that when life goes bad
i don't know what to do
why is it that my first way out
is to go to physical pain
why is it i cant deal with emotions
and i always go insane
why is it that I'm here
in this cold place called home
why is it that when i need to talk
no one picks up the phone
why is it that i feel alone each and
every day
why is it that people ignore the important
things i say
why is it friends lie to me
thinking its what i want to hear
why is it that death
isn't even my biggest fear
sometimes i think I'm being punished
for things that Ive done wrong
my only question now is.. this punishment
how long?
