How strong is strong

Endless tears forever stream
my life seems hardly fair
as my relationship falls to pieces
i cant help but live in despair

the nights seem so lonely
and my heart beat feels weak
just wish he'd hold me in his arms
when I'm unable to even speak

i long for a simple message
just to say i love you, i miss you
but it never seems to come
and i start wondering if he's being untrue

my heads so messed up
and i cant seem to think straight
i no longer no if he's what i want
or if i should just see and wait

my eyes are stinging from the tears
and my body is weak in pain
i just want him to hug me
so only a smile will remain

please give me a new life
i cant cope with this one anymore
i need some help now
I'm not as strong as before