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by ashley May 20, 2007 category : Love, romance / lost love
Lying in his bed he held his new girl tight slumberly he waited as he turned out the light before he fell asleep he lie in bed awake he glared at his new girl knowing she were fake his mind drifted to the past the girl he let go he knew he still loved her why he left her, he didn't know as he began to sleep he felt a presence by his side little did he know his true love just died the phone began to ring he felt a shiver down his spine he was suprise to hear his ex-girlfriends sister is on the line when he picked up the phone her sisters screaming said "this is all your fault... it's your fault shes dead!!" he threw the phone across the room it slammed into a wall he told himself it wasn't real it was just a prank call but still deep down he knows something was really wrong he woke up his new girl and took her home where she belonged he sped his car back home and ran to grab the phone he ran into his room where he could be alone once he heard a voice he said, "may i speak to Anela please?" the words they spoke back made him drop down to his knees through all of their tears they told his that she had died he fell straight down to the ground hung his head and cried he took the red-eye plane through his fear of flight he brought along her picture and stared at it all night her family wouldn't speak to him they'd pretend he wasn't there until the funeral came... they saw how much he cared her sister cam up to him giving him the sucide note he read every single word that his lover had wrote it said how much she loved him why she had to let life go why living wouldn't work without his love to know he stood beside her casket crying out his eyes praying up to heaven that he could lat with her and die but he glared into his hand at the note she left behind and read it once again with all the strength he could find "...through all of this i know that we were meant to be but since you broke my damaged heart live in misery..." just a few words from the note these were the ones in bold he opened up her casket and took her hand to hold he said a few words quickly while he could get them out "i love toy so much... i'm sorry..." then tears streamed out "i'll love you all my life from then...now...till forever... i will ix the past then we'll be together he could say no more he had grown too weak before he closed her casket he kissed her lips and cheeks he watched her go and leave him as the casket lowered down he couldn't bare the thought of her six feet under ground he now knew why she died... the pain ran through so deep but he wouldn't end his life her wishes he would keep although she wouldn't be there he knew that she would see... to prove his love for her he would live in misery