Dear dan

Hey babi,
remember when we first met? i do. i can never forget that day downtown when all we did was talk and get to know eachother, then the next day we ended up going to the beach and finding out that we had more in common than we thought!! ever since i met you, everythings been better and you helped me get through things just by talking to me. i miss everything about you when we're apart. and the way you used to play with my hair when we layed in the grass. and i miss walking by your side. we either had our arms around eachother or we were holding hands. i miss that and i want you back!! i can't keep imagining my life here without you because i now know that everything been different since the day you left. i miss how we would sit in the car and i'd be on your lap and we'd be listining to all your music and every song that came on we never fought about what song was on becasue we both love the same thing!! and how we'd sit there together and you'd start singing to me!! i miss that feeling when we kiss, and my stomach get twisted and all i want to do is hold you. remember the day we went to go get drinks and these guys were telling me i was hot and i saw the look on your face and i knew at that moment that you wanted to say something like you were trying to protect me from anything that might happend and how you were getting frustrated and you were gonna say that i was your girl! and then we went out in the middle of nowhere and i remember how funny it was to try and watch you start a fire. so i had to do it!! haha. and i will never forget the drink or dare game that we played that night. and that first time we kissed, we both wanted it!! and when we were by ourselfs, and what happened in that little shack and how we both wanted it!! and how i became your girl. you are so different from everybody else, and thats special to me because theres nobody else like you and if there was i'd still want you!! theres nobody that can compare to the things that you say and the way you hold my hand when we walk and the way my head rests on your chest aand how comforable we can get together, and the way i lay my head on your shoulder, and the way we lay in the grass make us soo different from eveybody becasue peopel can actually see that we really like eachother!! and the way we do things together and how all the situations end up in hte end. like when i went to jail and didn't say anything about you providing achol and i'm sooo glad that i'm not like that because i wouldn't do anything to ever get you in trouble!! when i was in jail, you ran through my mind so many times and i knew that when i got out, you were the one person that i really was looking forward to seeing!! and now i can t see you!! i miss you so much an dmiss all the time that we spent together...write me back..
xoxo...ashley