I cried

I come home in tears
not knowing what to do
or say, knowing that I got
hurt by the one I loved

How could you lie to my
face like that? I know
you didn't want to hurt me,
but, by not telling me the truth
was what hurt the most.

You said you cared
and that you didn't want
to see me cry.
But the reason I cried for
8 hours was because of you

i couldn't sleep because me
pillow was soaked in tears,
I wasn't even home which
made it worse.

I was lying in a hospital bed
confused and upset
not able to think about anything
but why am I crying so hard
when you were such a d**k?