Another lonely girl

Fallen captive in hurt and strife
Breathing shallow breathes of life
Holding on tightly to what could be
Keeping close the thought of you and me
Crimson rivers flow from my veins
Invisible fears fall from my hazel eyes

Closing the door
Holding the pain
Covered in grief
Layered in shame

I cant let myself be the one to blame
Fears unknown held dear to my heart
Secrets held bound from the start
Many unspoken words I want to share
Many of those words answer my prayers

How do I open up
How do I move on
To start again
My knife and a stone

These pains are all mine
You didnt take them away
You hold me captive
Between a rock and a hard place
Not knowing how to open up
Another lonely girl empties her cup