Scared to death

You call me and leave a message,

Telling me you need to talk to me.

You say it's important.

You text me and tell me to get on the computer.

I get on.

As I sit there waiting for a reply.

My heart beats to a rhythm.

A rhythm of sadness.

Not knowing whats going to happen.

You tell me you need time.

As my eyes fill with tears.

I try to change your mind.

With nothing working.

I sit there in tears.

Not knowing what to do.

I cry and tell you I love you and i dint want to lose you.

I'm scared to Death of not,

Being able to survive without you.

You are my world.

My everything.

You held me when I was upset.

I wish you would realize I want to be in your arms.