My battle

I hate the way,
You occupy my mind,
I hate the way,
You sometimes seem kind,

I hate the way,
You fill every hour,
I hate the way,
I'm supposed to have power,

I hate the way,
You take over so fast,
I hate the way,
You wont stay in the past,

I hate the way,
You've become my friend,
I hate the way,
I dont want it to end,

I hate it when,
I give in and eat,
I hate it when,
Thoughts are hard to beat,

I hate it when,
I don't know what to do,
I hate it when,
I turn to you,

I hate the fact,
Your the only way,
I hate the fact,
You get me though each day,

I hate you because,
I want to be free,
I hate you because,
Your a part of me,

I hate the fact,
I can't work you out,
I hate the fact,
You make me want to shout,

You've sucked me in,
Disturbed my thoughts,
Your a love hate trap,
In which I am caught,

The stupid thing is,
I want to let go,
But your the thing,
I completely know,

I want you to stay,
Be with me forever,
But I hate you so much,
You seem so clever,

You've twisted and turned,
Every part of me,
I want you gone,
But I dont want you to leave.