The pills and the gin

I will love you today
although im not sure about tomorrow
by then i might have gone away
away from the pain and sorrow

i wont leave you a note
im afraid it will be a waste of time
by then i would have started to choke
and have died somewhere along the line

i will give you a last kiss
and let out the pain inside
i`ll give you a heart to twist
one you could never hide

dont plead with me stay
i will never give in
tomorrows another day
you would be dead from the pills and the gin