Every part of my body is throbbing with pain.
To gain the knowledge of what you did to me is just overwhelming.
Now I think of you as a phantom.
No one knows your true identity.
Not even I, the person to which you made the eternal pledge, more than once.
Now when I look into your eyes there is nothing.
They are void of all emotion.
When you kiss me its like you've injected me with morphine.
I'm addicted to those kisses.
Your lips are my favorite narcotic; I can't get enough.
Your touch numbs me. Every inch of my body has been violated by those hands.
Every time you hold me now, all I feel is a false sense of protection.
Your love is fake.
Your words are like a plastic surgeon's tools. Each one changes me.
You're ignorant when it comes to me.
Now all I feel in my heart toward you is an immense feeling of spite.
I cut you loose.
You lost the girl to which you promised your heart.
And since it was promised to me, I took it and put it into a box on a dusty shelf.
Its not like you needed it anyway.
You never used it when you were around me, the girl you were supposed to be faithful to.
It was just as useless in your chest as it is in that box.
Put a battery or two in my mouth and send me to bed.
Poison me so you can steal your heart back and fake love to yet another girl.
I dare you.
Just do it so you can put your unknowing mistress to death too.
Or maybe she won't find out what you are.
Maybe she'll think its love.
And be too stupid to realize how childish she's being to think that way.
But eventually she'll die of heartbreak when she finds out what you've done, and are doing.
You'll poison her too.
Its inevitable.....
