His Friend

I wish upon a star
as I shed a single tear.
Knowing you don't love me.
And it's my biggest fear.

You see me threw the eyes,
of only my dearest friend.
You don't see me the way I see you,
the pain will never end.

Knowing you don't love me,
doesn't mean ill walk away.
Just hear me now.
And listen as I pray.

"God I need my spirit raised,
And I wish this would end.
I wish he could see me for me.
And not just his friend."