Why didn't you stay?

Why didn't you stay?
didn't you know that i
not my mom ME
needed you
of course you didn't
because you just left without talking to
her after that night
you know what
actually i think you
would have made things
even harder on us
i know it sounds weird
coming from me but
i think that you
would have screwed things up
and i wouldn't have my family
today or maybe you
would have made things better
i guess we'll never know