You will never hurt me again

You date three so far
all a reoccurring pattern with you
all i do is think
i will never love you
you hurt those who love me
and tear apart my soul
you hurt my self-esteem
and most important me
you rip at my confidence
spit on my self worth
nag at my choices
and laugh at my mistakes
you hurt me on the outside and worse on the inside
all you do is fill my head with
HOPE
and then
leave me at the alter
you say you like me
get jealous of my guy friends
snatch me up to tell them i am yours
you get mad when he flirts with me
yet you do the same
i spill out my guts and feel your reoccurring silence
all you do is hurt
i swear i will never like you
at first it works for a month
then you flirt and flirt
you tear at my feelings
and spit out the remaining
you
you worshiper
you poor excuse of an exoskeleton
you waste of skin
leave me and
never return
i will never love you again
and you
will
never hurt me
again