The same old pain

Running away from this
pain again!!knowing deep
inside i just cant win!!

just can get away from
this everyday life!
everyday the thought of that
knife!!

no one to comfort me from
my worst fears!no one to stop
all of these tears!!its been like this
for all these years!

and yet i haven't gotten better!
nothing has changed!!and nothing
ever will!pain is all ill ever feel!

and nothing can change that!
everything will remain the same!
ill always be stuck in this f u c k ed up
game!!!

this game that wont stop!!
until the day i finally just drop!just grab
the gun and POP!!!

then ill finally be free!
theres nothing that can stop me!