When It All Fell

My best friend, my life...
Everything felt so right

My reason for all the good that I'd do,
My reason for life was just you!

We fell in and we fell fast,
Making memories hoping to last

And i believed your every "i love you,"
But i guess everything was going too good to be true...

Because my smile slowly turned into tears
And our feelings just turned into a number of years

The laughter started to fade away
And yelling filled that spot every day

The butterflies diminished within time,
The only effort being given off was mine!

The million "I love you"S turned into apologies,
Mistakes and fights were happening constantly!

What seemed to be heaven, turned into hell,
Everything that was standing tall, suddenly fell...

Confusion filled me up every single day,
What am I doing here... what do i say?

When I wanted to leave, you would NOT let me go,
I would say i don't love you, you would tell me no!

Time drug on, along with my life...
Slowly cutting my heart with your knife...

I did everything I could to love you again,
But every day was another new end...

We started out as friends and turned into something more,
We became our reason for what we live life for...

But all the smiles started to fade,
The friendship broke from what was made...

Now I look back and see the heaven that became hell,
And the happiness that I lost when all of it fell...