I sit here by myself thinking about the way my life is going i sit here thinking should i just end it now to stop my pain or should i go on being the sad young women iv always been. i look around me and say to myself is this how i want to feel from now on is this the state i want to be in..iv been through so much in such a short period of time that i dont know if i can keep going on i want to finish my life i want all the pain to end and i want everyone to relize the pain they put me through i just want to be by myself....
