&&every waking moment is another high or low for me, I'm figuring out each and every day another piece of me..i really dont know who i am, or who i want to be. but inside i know things are going to work out for the best in me. I'm not scared to cry, or to show my emotions.. that i used to hide. I'm not trying to be someone I'm not, and I'm no longer trying to defend how i feel. I'm finding my self in my own shoes..trying to fill in the empty spaces inside. I've been hurt, but I'm now learning to forgive, I'm not scared of the past or it's present..I'm ready to accept what life leads ahead of me. because i know everything happens for a reason, wether it be wrong or right. i used to cut my self, and cry my self to sleep..but i dint any longer now. because i know I'm the one who keeps the best of me. i don't let people anymore play with my feelings, even thought theres always going to be that person you thought you trusted with all Ur heart, at points in time sometimes they let you down. what can you do? i can scream, i can fight..but that isn't going to make things right. so i sit there, and take it in. what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger in the end..
