Without me

My mind is a whirlwind, my soul is lost in an abyss of darkness..I'm fighting demon's that have no name, and yet...I'm trying to stay in the game....

I hide the shame,...My tiny world now in choas and I'm taking the blame..I sit alone with my sorrows I hold..Looking back, what is left for tomorrow?

Yesterday I forget, or at least that's how I seem to cover it..A blanket of hate to cover the pain..It's all the same, I play my hand. Same cards, different stakes...Shall it be for honor this round, or perhaps betting all my claim on my love I have to gain?

I looked to the moon, but she was hidden by the clouds..My sanctuary from this hell, was not found this night of betrayal..The rain pouring down, washing my worries further within, I stand in confussion, paralyzed within...The light I had come to search for was dark and grim....

Tear stained eyes covered up again..You can not see the hurt I'm bearing, for the rain is my friend..My mortality has began to fade, I gaze through mirrored reflections...I'm nothing, feeling nothing..What I was, I gave away for company...And I'm still here, but without me....