Leave me alone
I'm sharpening the knife
I've made the decision
To take my own life
There's no turning back
No other way to go
I've made up my mind
And I want you to know
Don't try to stop me
You will not succeed
I will sit here in silence
And watch myself bleed
I wrote everyone a letter
I've said my good-byes
I just want to sleep
Close my tired eyes
I've crossed the line
From sane to not
This side is better
But better than what?
I never belonged in the world
Always in the way
Lost, sad, nervous, lonely,
Never knowing what to say
I know that you love me
And I love you too
But I cannot stay here
Not just for you
It's time for me to go
Now I must depart
My soul has already died
And there goes my heart
