My life leads to no where, I have no place to go.
I run and I hide, while every thing's moving so slow.
If I were to vanish, there would be no one who would care.
Things would be normal, as if I were never there.
Everything would be better, it's time for me to disappear.
The things that were once foggy, are now crystal clear.
Pulling up the sleeve of my hoodie, and closing my eyes.
I think of my life, I remember all the lies.
Slicing into my wrist, not shedding a tear.
The pain is unnoticeable, no need for worry or fear.
My mind goes blank, for once things feel right.
No longer a clutter of colors, just seeing black and white.
I drop my arm, a puddle of blood forming on the floor.
I watch myself bleed, knowing that soon I would be no more.
As I let myself go, a tear drops from my eye.
It's not that I'm in regret, just that I could never say bye.
I had no one to love, I was always alone.
Maybe no one will understand, but hopefully they will see.
I had to go, it's just better off without me
