Memories of Us

Laying in my bed
8:00 in the morning
I can't seem to get up
Look at that plain white cieling

Every time I lay there
Staring at the cieling
I get the same feeling
I don't want these memories

I wish they'd just go away
Stop replaying in my head
I thought we were friends
But all along I was mislead

I shouldn't say all along
Maybe there was a time
Where you actually gave a damn
I swear you used to care

But then again
The person I'm referring to
Is gone, been overtaken
By this monster, who's untrue

Take these feelings
Take these memories
I don't want them anymore
I don't want to be haunted

I'm scared, depressed
But only when I think of you
Any other time
I seem to be fine

Tell me please
I hate you so much
So why can't I get
On with my life

And tell me please
If you don't care
If you honestly wanted
Our friendship to come to an end

Why do you still ask everyone
How or what I'm doing
Why do you ring my house phone
And then hang up

It's like there's something
That you want to say
But just can't quite do it
So you try the next day

If you have realized
What it is that you have done
Then great, but hey
Don't try and get a hold of me

I want nothing to do with you
Even though I'm depressed a bit
Even though I'm not over it much
You're too late and I don't want you
In my life anymore

I may be haunted by these memories
I may be depressed through it all
But at least I'm not the one
Who has to live in regret my whole life.