My story

To my mother, to my father, is my pain not enough for you? i sit here by myself, locked away in my head. you don't even notice as i fight battles in my head. you go on and on about my faults never once saying how proud you are of me or how much you love me. i sit here looking at my blood as it drips down to the floor

"I'm fighting another battle its getting harder and harder to win, they come with new words and new reasons, and all i can say is someone out there loves me, but all i ever find is deceit and lies."

as years go by , mother and father's fighting comes more frequent, and the cutting comes more easily, all the yelling it will never go away, all the fighting is here to stay, i say to myself i never want in a relationship like that, but thats all i seen to find as i sit where with rope in my hand

"I'm fighting another battle, its getting harder and harder to win, they come with new words and new reasons, and all i can say is someone out there loves me, but all i ever find is deceit and lies."

as i say goodbye dear mother and father, i take one more look around at my life, as i jump you come through the door.......... and I'm gone for ever