You can still make me cry
Even now, after almost a year
I don't regret any of my decisions
Yet the day I have to face you again scares me
I thought I could leave everything behind me
But now it catches up again, as time runs out
I know I don't love you anymore
But you are still in a special place of my heart
I never wanted to hurt you, but I did.
You never told me, but I could feel it
It hurts me too
But breaking up was still a relieve
You are very important to me
I care about you
Do you about me?
I often think of you
I think about that night in the car park
How happy I felt when I walked home
After staying over at your place
How I couldn't stop smiling
You made me happy
But some when it turned into sadness
I couldn't give you anymore as much as I'd wished to
You don't deserve to be lied to
You deserve to be loved
You are so understanding and patient
You made it look normal
So much, it took me a half a year to see your greatness fully
Now I'm fare away
But you're still on my mind
I wonder if you ever think about me
I wonder what is going to happen when I meet you again
Is everything going to be like nothing happened?
It would be the easy way
But the right one?
In your last letter you wrote namarie, goodbye.
Is that what will be?
A sunset with no morning?
Will there ever be a new flower?
