Every morning I wake up not knowing why I’m still in this pain,
Because I did everything I could to make it go away,
I thought I would hold my head up high without having any doubts,
But the memories are still hunting me every single day,
I’m trying to be strong,
Even when my heart is shattered,
I don’t know how to pick up the broken pieces,
When we’re no longer together,
I thought time would heal my heart,
Because I never been in pain for this long,
But I guess being hurt for a while shows that I’ll get over you,
Because I know my heart will one day move on,
But I want to smile again and live life,
Because I want to wake up from this nightmare,
I don’t want you to keep pulling back to the past,
Because we no longer have what we use to share,
So I ripped the picture of you that was in my wallet,
And I put everything you got for me in a suit case
I’m trying to get rid of everything that reminds me of you,
Because it’s time for me put someone else in your place,
But life now seems so complicated,
Because I don’t know where to start,
I’m trying my best to not judges guys,
Because you’re the only one who broke my heart,
But I hate what you’ve done to me,
And what you’re making me go through,
I hate the feelings that I still have
When I’m trying to stop loving you,
So I know in my heart I’m better off without you,
Because I can’t lie to myself ,I know it’s over,
I need to stop thinking about what we had,
Because you’re no longer my man and my lover,
But there are days that I feel like I’m going insane,
Because I’m conflicting with love and hate,
I want to get rid of all the good and bad memories that we shared,
Because now that we’re no longer together, I don’t believe in fate,
So I know life has so much more to offer me,
Because I know I’ll fine someone better,
But also I know I need to pick myself up,
Because it’s okay that we’re no longer together,
So I don’t know why I’m depending on guys,
When all they’ve brought to me was pain,
But now I’m scared to give love another chance,
Because I don’t want to get hurt again,
But I know it’ll get better,
Because everyone has their bad days,
But now I’ve realized that he didn’t deserve me at all,
Because I’m the one who decided to walk away.
