Bittersweet Memories

A smile is only tears
With each thought of what we were
Sorry that i cared for you
What did i do for this to occur?

You caused my heart's failure
And I'm glad you're so proud
You let go of all we achieved
My mind screams questions so loud.

Not much to put to paper
My pen won't say what's there
Yet my soul is overflowing
With what i still can hardly bare.

Such a sweet dream
Fantasizing much too long
Too harsh of an awakening
Seconds pass until you're gone.