Forgetting Him

Loving you is a waste of my time
and a waste of a descent heart
loving you has only hurt me
and all it's done is tear me apart

i need to forget you
even though it's killing me
but you loving her now
is not easy for me to see

but before i forget you
can you tell me one thing?
why'd you stop loving me
even after i gave you everything

i always believed you
when you whispered those words
"baby i love you"
now i wish i'd never heard

why'd you have to hurt me like this?
you told me you cared
you said you would never hurt me
then two seconds later my heart you had teared

and then all of my fantasies
of us taking walks on the beach
were quickly demolished
they became too far to reach

i hate that i hate you
and i hate that i care
but most of all i hate the love
that we will never again share

and i hate how you love her
like you used to love me
and i hate that my hatred is invisible
boy, why can't you see?!

i've tried to drop hints
to tell you i'm sad
but you toss me aside like i'm nothing
wait...why are YOU mad?

i don't understand you
you make no sense at all
every time i think things are better
i turn around to see you've built another wall

and just when i'm walking away
you say those three words again
and it stains my heart permanently
much worse then any pen

i hate that you keep switching
back and forth each day
cuz it keeps getting my hopes up
thinking maybe there's a way

but i have to remember
that thats not the deal
he'll never be worth it
his love for me will never be real

so i HAVE to forget him
right now! before its too late!
quick, common just do it
before he drops another heavy weight