Worrying is wrong See the Light

Worrying is not your Best Friend ,
Even though these days it has become the latest trend.

Panicking , chest pain , anxiety , freaking out any task.
Yet I was hiding behind a silly mask.

Searching , searching for reasons and answers to questions from my past.
But afraid because it was making me an outcast.

Loss of ambition , exhausted -not hungry.
Life is not fair .
Tried to convince myself and others that I didn't care.

Fighting , screaming acting insane because I was in so much pain.
Wish I had a magic wand to as I felt so ashamed .

Just wish I could do something to improve!
I felt like I was starting to loose.
No one understood me ,
I felt alone and worried how could this be?

Worried about so many silly things this isn't me!
Worrying is not the way.

Then one bright sunny day a friend came my way!
I am sure sent by my angels to protect me!
Never turned and ran away!

She took a key and open the gates of my prison lock
of panic and confusion with a simple knock!

Depression is not the answer and is not your friend ,
if you didnt sort it out it will lead to the end.
Do not try to pretend!

Thank you so much Andrea for being my friend!
You helped me get my happiness back and giving me the insight that I no longer needed to pretend!

Thank you for saving my life !
I will love you always