Untitled POEM

Days go by where I don't feel a thing,

then other days that go by where I feel so much pain,

I feel like I cant escape it,

like its eating away at me,keeping these thoughts inside,

every sec its killing a part of me,

until there's nothing left of me,

but a hollowed out human body,

siting so quiet,so sound,that you bair to glance at me,you see nothing in my eyes,

no emotion,no thought,

no feel for whats going on,

my life,

standing still,

Look at me and tell me what you see,

what do you really see in these light blue eyes??

are these thoughts?,or are they something else,are my words hidden,or twisted some how,to a point where what I say seems so much more serious then what it is,

do you believe me when I say I am OK",

if I look in your eyes will you see the truth,that I am not lieing to you,

how much longer can this go on?

knowing when I tell someone the truth,and they don't believe,

its soo damn frustrating,soo much you don't understand,

my mind is made up,no one will understand this true mind,

the way it thinks,the way it tells the trueth in such a way that its no longer the trueth,

Have I failed as a person?

are my eyes so fake that you no longer can see the truth,

is my dear touch so unfelt,that you no longer can feel me around you,

that I am only a memory or soul,

wondering this world,with no plan,nor thought,is this who I am??,....