The End of Me

This is the end of me
of the chronicles I've ever had
of anything I've ever loved
of whatever makes me happy or sad
because everything I've tried tried so hard to get
was washed down the drain
erased from my life
leaving me in pain
a pain that eats away at me slowly
and that tears me to pieces
even though people try to explain to me
"that love always finds its way"
its different for me
because i shut thaat door
stopped that game
and left nothing to love anymore