Everything turned bad

I cried in my sleep last night
I saw your faces in my head
I heard an echo of our voices
From memories that are dead

We did everything together
We had our inside jokes
We had small group secrets
All unknown to other folkes

We had a share of laughs
and a share of many tears
We all turned to each other
To share all pain and fear

We had many amazing times
In the space of just 3 years
A great bond that we all shared
For eachother, we were here

We spent all summer together
We walked everywhere arm in arm
We shared our clothes and makeup
and we all owned friendship charms

I remember it was perfect,
the friendship that we had
but soon we suffercated
and everything turned bad

To the world we all looked happy
Best friends in a group of four
but we all began to take sides
and it became an inside war

Backstabbing, lies and bi*ching
became our biggest flaws
Talking sh*t about each other
What did we do it for?

We'd trust one with secrets
but the group always found out
Tell one, they tell the others
and then broke out many rows

Arguments in hallways
where everybody heard
everyone crouding round us
while we'd scream abusive words

and the final straw was control
We weren't allowed new friends
so everything got serious
and it made our friendship end

The four walls around us fell
Then we could finally breathe
The group split in half
Which made us enemies

When we walk past each other
We can feel the hatred there
You give your big false laughs
and we give our nasty stares

Deep down it hurts us all
That we won't talk again
so we hide it with our anger
It conceals all of our pain

I dream about us constantly
All the good times that we had
Months ago we were friends
But, everything.turned.bad.