First Kiss

When I'm with you, my insides start to melt
there's no perfect word to explain how that felt

Your smile made me crumble
your looks make me shake

Your touch was soft
and almost more then I could take

And when you first kissed me I wanted to cry
that first kiss so powerful brought tears to my eyes

Your motives were clear I knew it wouldn't last
Our first kiss's true destiny is written in your past

But why did I stay, and why did I flirt
when I knew in the end I'd only get hurt

I was there for you and wanted you to see,
all I really needed was someone to care for me

But you didn't care and our kiss didn't last
it was almost as if you were wearing a mask

That kiss changed nothing, and in the end you won
But I don't think you realized the damage you had done

We weren't playing games you were playing with my heart
I wish I had realized that from the start.