I fooled you

You thought that I was happy

The way I smiled at you
and laughed with you
and held your hand
But this smile was no more than a cheap mask

You thought I was kidding
when I told you I loved you
It's almost funny,
the way I thought you'd return my love

You thought I was joking when I said I was sad
For how could I, our group's little dark angel, feel hurt?
It just wasn't possible

You thought that I couldn't cry
until you saw the tears spilling from my eyes of blue
as I told you that I wanted to be with you

You thought that I would laugh
if you told me that you loved me too
The way I joke about us being together
I never acted like I wanted it

I guess I fooled you all.