You like the picture
That hangs on
My wall
You say it is the best
Picture of Us ever taken
And you gave it to me
Believing
I didn't see
The longing in your eyes
To have that one perfection
That picture with you at all times
So instead I give you me
My love
My heart
My being
I'm all yours if
It might numb the pain
The memory of
the five year old brother
That was so like you,
almost the same
Broken
Bruised and
Debating
The use
Debating the end
He could have,
he could control
The little boy who took after you
up until his end
Left you his last words in a note
"I will always love you bro
and here in Heaven I will wait
For we've already lived in hell,
where else
Is there?"
Found his body, bled clean out
note placed delicately beside him
Covered in blood as well
And you lay beside him
Then as you do now...
trapped beside him then as you are
Now
And only with me can you forget
Promises of heaven
Your brother broken
And your will to survive
Only with me
Do you Find right
For the first time
