Don't know what to say
Stuck
In this one place
In a deep hole
Of darkness
Devoured
Lost
Confused
Don't know what to do
There are a few things
That pop up in my head
But there better off left unsaid
There wrong
A normal person does think like this
It's against my religion to take ones own life
Fate is left in Gods hands
At least that is what people tell me
Why can't you choose?
When you die
How you die
Where you die
Why is it left in the hands of someone else?
Not myself
I decide my fat my life
What I do, what I say
All my decisions
Why is death different?
If I try to take my life away
I'm not in my right mind
Well...
Where is that right one,
I need to find?