Sick

I'm sick of putting on the mask
Sick of saying that I'm fine
I'm sick of constantly pretending
Sick of wishing you were mine

I'm sick of holding my head high
Sick of wasting all my time
I'm sick of keeping long dead pride
Sick of all these childish rhymes

I'm sick of faking I don't care
Sick of dying deep inside
I'm sick of staring into space
Sick of taking it in stride

I'm sick of all the silent crying
Sick of hiding all my tears
I'm sick of sitting doing nothing
Sick of all my make-up smears

I'm sick of drowning my emotions
Sick of saying I'm all right
I'm sick of living in this world
Sick of living in this life