Surpass

You controlled all thought
And you controlled tightly
You never really got
What you deserved rightly

So full of fear,
Almost too much too
When you looked in the mirror
You see you

It was a rude awakening
To someone on your inside
Too bad it's too hard
You could've tried

Close your eyes
You need your rest
Remember this later
For when you confess

It was much too fun
It was much too loose
Much too anything
To call a truce

I needed it then
I still need it now
Only difference is
That now I know how

To live without it
To not think about it

Right here in myself
Without a doubt

By myself