This is suppose to be a quote.

LOVE TO HATE;HATE TO LOVE.

The truth is overrated. Nothing is good but lies. As it is
all that I am fed. Your mouth is full of things I hate and I
can't get enough of it. You keep me fit from all the times
I ran back to you and my eyes have bags under them
from all the nights I stayed up just to think of you. My body is full of beautiful carved art. From all the times I couldn't take it anymore. My words have become to mean a whole lot more since the first moment you broke me. And my eyes have never shed so many tears. My ears have heard nothing more than a lie from you. From all the times you couldn't bare the truth. I can do nothing but think of all the memories I have of you. Good or bad. Because right now it's all i have. You have no idea how I am and what I think. You don't even
know the person I am. You never got the time to just stop and embrace. You may not know it but the person I am today is due to the shit we have been through, it made me see everything in a different way. It made my personality change. Most of the time, the change was for the better. But you will never know the truth I keep within me. No one will ever know exactly how I feel and how I'm taking this. I feel you are just slipping away. And you don't seem to care. The only thing I want in a day is to hear the most beautiful words come from your mouth. To let you tell me what I want to hear. I live each day in hope for a smile. To meet my eyes with
yours so I can just look into them. To feel both happiness and hate when you are near. I want to be the artwork in your eyes. I want to be your amazing. I want to be the reason you wake up in the morning. Just as you are for me.

If this is love, please kill me now.