In The Dark

Searching for that ounce of reality,
the space between dreams and what is meant to be..
I need a moment to breathe,
the world is spinning and I can't seem to catch my grounding..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Searching for the light that lingers just outside my reach,
Seems the solitude of darkness comforts me..
Drifting into my fantasy where reality is no longer company..
The pendulum is ticking, but time evades me...
A moment lost, or paused by unfortune??~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Searching for the balance,
there needs to be a break from this insanity taking over me..
I need to step away from my desire to belong,
and relearn my desire to be all that I am capable of becoming...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tell me,is it my own fate taking over me?
or the crossroads forked with insecurities?
Silence conquering all noise,
night consuming daylight...
Only the blink of the moon left before me..
My mind confusing my heart...
Are these the answer's set forth for me?