I Need to Find a Way

I need to find a way
Find a way to get away
Get away from this so called life
and start a brand new day.

A brand new day with everything new
Just erase everything I've been through.
Start over from the beginning.
If you had the chance, would you?

I would do it in a heart beat
Highlight my life and press delete
I wouldn't miss a thing.
It's been nothing but deceit.

Deceitful days full of deceitful "friends"
Who act true but are just a bunch of pretends.
They see what they do..
but yet never take the time to make amends.

Make amends for the times they didn't call
Knocked you down, so you could fall
They got pleasure out of it..
Standing there, watching you crawl.

You crawled and made it up on your own
Realized you could make it all alone.
After all, no one really cared.
You just wish you would've known.

Known that you had made mistakes
So you could prevent the heart breaks
But things happen unexpected
And you learn to deal with all the aches

All the aches that make you think
You feel like you're a missing link
No one sees it, only you.
You're hanging by just the brink.

One more push, thats all you need
With all this hurt, you can't proceed
It simply is impossible..
Please someone, perform the deed.

The deed to end this thing called life
Filled with nothing but painful strife.
Because I need to find a way..
A way to get away from this so called life.

10.28.05