A nightmare

I'm so dizzy and Ive gone
from blue to red to black
and Ive bled so much already
i doubt I'm coming back

theres nothing here for me anyways
but maybe I'm wrong
but now you could say to the world
no one will love me when I'm gone

and now I'm waking up
in this hospital bed
they say I'm lucky to be alive
but the truth is id rather be dead

i wish someone would notice
i wish someone would care
please can someone save me
I'm eternally stuck in this nightmare