False Breath

I have nothing to say,
I'm far past the tears.
I understand it all,
It's all become so clear.

Don't expect me to forgive,
I'm wasting away to nothing.
Everything was my all fault,
I'm ashamed of all my somethings.

I'm in way over my head,
I've become far too weak.
I'm dead amongst the living,
I'm alive but I cant breath.

I'm unworthy of your time,
Nothing but a waste.
And with the gun to my head,
It's so much better off this way.